What am I looking for....

A man I can care for, a man I can talk to, a man I can depend with, a man I can trust,
a man I can respect, a man I can believe into, a man I can cuddle, a man I can snuggle,
a man I can hold, a man I can work with, a man that compromise as I will to him,
a man I am delight to be with, a man I can talk to, a man that is with the nature,
a man I can be proud of, for.
This will be the man I will love...
For there's nothing more than having a partner, for good or bad to be within.

It is hard to say what is my type, but in putting it simple, I wrote the poem above...

He should be responsible, loves to travel and be around me in my good and bad times... I love to dance but I don't expect you to. I do not care if you smoke or drink but as long as non-drug related smokes, then I will compromise. I do require that you respect me as whom I am and understand that a relationship works both ways.

One more important thing, is that understanding my family background would help strenghten the relationship, so I encourage you, if interested in dating me :P, check out my family history a bit.

I'm now no longer dating this person whom I felt a strong intense bond with, it's Greg P., a friend I've known for over 5 years and a partner I wanted to share with for many years down. During the time we dated and spent together, I've learned so much from him. He had inspired me and we have worked together to achieve a goal, to create a great business together: Media Design Imaging, which we have seen the planted seeds to be blossom one by one (even moved the office to a big location to accommodte the demands). Since May 1998, our love for each other increased everyday, it's funny how nervious I get everytime I go to his house, and it's interesting to see how excited we both get everytime we meet, it's like the first date or something...

We both have poured our souls into each other, growing, understanding, communicating from start to now. Like in all relationships, this one is build with trust, respect, understanding, compromising and love. And like many other couples, we do have our ups and downs, but we learned that during our downs, we communicate and overcome the problem, as we have a commitment to each other and to ourselves to make things work.

I've dated many times in my past, and loved and being loved, yet, the intensity of this relationship makes me feel that it is not only a bond of physical attraction, but also of a spiritual level. We are very linked to a point, even we have differences, we understand each other where we are coming from. Perhaps this is the soulmate as I see, for we bond together mentally, physically, and spiritually, it's a completeness of 2 soul into one. I felt very complete to be with him...

Unfortunately, there were a few unspoken words that hidden within this relationship that I was not aware of and never given a chance to communicate, it build up to a degree that now it seems impossible for it to be changed. I know it can be fixed, but it will be a work for both of us. Now it ended... I'm very sad, depressed and not being able to do things right, and as a person who parted many times in the past, I know this would hurt me the most. Although my physical is walking, my brain and heart is dead at sea...

The only thing that makes me continue moving forward is knowing that someday, in the future, he will want to be with me or perhaps I will find a great guy. In our life, we have opportunities to meet with many people who will be our soulmates.

Things are turning better than I expect, just after a few months, after my birthday in 2001, I've met a special someone, I didn't want to claim that we are dating but through 2 months of getting to know each other and learning, I am happy to say we are dating. What's going to happen in the future? We don't know, we will just saviour what we have now and enjoy the moment like a Icelander I've met in Los Angeles during one of my trip, to enjoy what we have cause it is what made it workthwhile living...

Time changed, we all changed
it's time to move on again for the quest of love.
The pain is hard but it will become
a lesson to learn and a memory to treasure.


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